It's amazing how things can change so fast, especially for me. Everyone who knows me knows that maintaining my well being has been a rollercoaster. It is difficult for me to stay well. I go from feeling wonderful, to being sick as a dog. My immune system doesn't work, therefore my body suffers. I am constantly catching viruses, and where one person may catch something and be sick for a day, I am sick for a week.
We may have to extend my homebound. I don't want to. I want to be at school. I want to pass 11th grade. I don't want to be sick anymore. It isn't fun. It's terrible. I don't like living this way. I want to be better. I want to see my friends every day at school. If I had one wish, I would want my immune system to work, for the first time in my life. Even if I would be sick once a month, I would be happy with that.
My goal is to be better. I want to go back to TaeKwonDo. I want to be able to run around and not get tired so fast. I want to be able to eat whatever I want. I want to be at school. (Ironic that someone my age would be saying that, but it's so incredibly true.) I know that one day I will be better. I just hope that it's soon.
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